I found out yesterday that a friend was pregnant, which obviously I would normally be very happy about. However finding out that they did not really want it and that the mother to be, is still happy drinking, then I do not think they really deserve the pleasure of being parents.
Its amazing what I would do for my Little Man and he is not even with us. Yesterday for example, I ran 4 miles with the snow/ice on the ground just to get to the Crematorium to see Mo’s grave (as I really was missing him) and then another 6 miles home. I was happy to risk injury just to do this.
I found yesterday really hard, seeing lots of people bringing their children in to work in London, knowing that I will never be able to do that with Mo. I was trying to stop myself crying whilst running and then I cried for the first time in ages at the Crem.
I know it would have been our first Christmas as a “family” and that we are going to miss the Little Man like mad this year but it just makes me mad when you hear about other people not wanting the child they are going to have.
Anyway rant over, it is nearly Christmas and in a few hours Ill have finished work for the year! Roll on 2010!
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